Big Bang media for Go Ask Alice, or ADD(ict)

I got two fanmixes for this fic, but because I spent most of my writing time with a playlist, there are THREE mixes!

First, a fantastic mix with GORGEOUS cover art from scatterheart. Just lookit HOW PRETTY.





Go here and download, it's AWESOME.

Second, and really importantly, alchemywow threw together a playlist for me as well. Since she was instrumental in the creation of this whole universe, I think her take on a mix is absolutely fabulous.

( Tracklisting for  )

Download here!

Finally, for those who might be interested, the mix I listened to while writing. I managed to assign a song to nearly every scene, but it doesn't flow very well as a mix. If you want to check in to see what song soundtracks each scene, though, here you go!

( Writing mix )

Download Writing Mix!

Go Ask Alice, or, ADD(ict) part 2

Header and part 1 here.

( ..and the ones that mother give you don't do anything at all.. )

Go Ask Alice, or, ADD(ict) part 1

Go Ask Alice, or, ADD(ict)

Band(s): Panic at the Disco
Pairing(s): Ryan/Brendon, Brendon/Spencer
Word Count: 22 198
Rating/Warnings:NC-17 with warnings for drug (ab)use, dubcon, violence, mental health issues including suicidal ideation, religious conflict. Very dark, okay?
Author Notes: This would not exist were it not for Easter Sunday and alchemywow. She also made the ending work. Extra-super-special thanks go to sunsetmog for relentless cheerleading, and to heartequals who came in at the 11th hour to help me figure out this structure and betaed! Thanks also to calathea for extra beta help.

The details regarding how the LDS works, and the medications Brendon takes are accurate as far as I could find via google. Title from Go Ask Alice and White Rabbit by Jefferson Airplane.

( One pill makes you larger and one pill makes you small... )

Go Ask Alice, or, ADD(ict) part 3

Header and part 1
part 2

( ...go ask Alice... )